Monday, October 23, 2017

The Night Sky

Out in the night sky
I look for you,
I wonder if you look for me too.
It does not matter who comes and goes
The only one I want is you.
Maybe one day you will have the courage
The courage to realize that this is where you belong
The courage to forgive yourself
The courage to start over
The courage to give our love another chance 
Until then, I will always look for you out in the night sky,
Hoping that you are looking for me too.

Monday, October 2, 2017

For you

I didn’t know I could open myself up to love again,
And then I met you,
I didn’t know I could find someone who I could call my partner,
Someone who would walk side by side with me,
Someone who would share the road with me,
And then I met you,
It all seemed like a dream come true,
And I never realized that most of your life
Dreams had turned to nightmares at the moment they seemed the happiest,
The fear of the dream becoming a nightmare made you want to run
Run before it hurt you,
Run because you couldn’t deal with that hurt again,
And in trying to run, you hurt me,
It was easier to blame yourself than to be hurt again,
It was easier to run than to confront your fears,
It was easier to make yourself believe I needed you more than you needed me,
The thing is my love that the dream only became a nightmare because you pushed it that way,
The thing is my love that I never allowed you in my life because I needed you,
I allowed you in my life because I loved you,
And it is that love that would have never allowed this dream to become a nightmare,
Too bad that you were unable to see it...